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Adversaries: Part 4 Spirit-Killer. The word rattled around in the back of Buffys head as she sat in class that afternoon. She had slept until noon, and was still tired, but knew she wouldnt be able to sleep any longer. Also, she really needed to go to her afternoon classes. Part of her the Slayer part thought she should be out hunting Spike. However, Buffy had calmed down somewhat from the driving panic of the night before and realized that she couldnt spend her days going through every enclosed room in Sunnydale looking for the vampire. No, she would patrol as she normally did. He would find her. Then they would see what happened. Buffy was still unhappy over what Spike had done. It felt almost like a betrayal, which was ridiculous. Since when did he owe her anything? Thinking about the Spirit-Killer was a good distraction. It wasnt like she was going to participate in her history class anymore. Her professor had made it quite clear that her comments were unwelcome. She thankfully escaped when the bell rang and headed for the college library. She didnt spend much time there, research being more in Willows line and Giles having a much bigger collection of Slayer-oriented material. Still, shed never heard him use the term Spirit-Killer before. Buffy battled with one of the catalog terminals for a few minutes and finally located the search by key-word category. Almost holding her breath, she typed spirit-killer and pressed Enter. One entry came back: Flashing-eyed Athene: The Warrior-Heroine Archetype of North America Great. Im getting sleepy just reading the title. Dutifully, Buffy wrote down the card number and headed for the stacks. Flashing-eyed Athene turned out to have distressingly small print, but at least it had an index. How does Giles get off on this kind of thing, Buffy wondered despairingly. Hed probably want to read the whole book. And take notes. And highlight stuff. She flipped to the page on the Spirit-killer: An obscure, yet interesting figure in the ranks of North American Warrior
Heroines is found in the Blue Ridge Mountains of North Carolina. Before that time, she was repeatedly beaten by her father as were her five brothers and sisters. However, according to contemporary accounts, on her sixteenth birthday, Mathilda defended herself by bodily throwing her father out of the house and across the yard, a distance of some fifty feet. You go, girl, Buffy muttered, interested despite herself. For this action, her mother banished her from the house and she was shunned
by the community.
I hope your Watcher was good to you, like Giles is to me, Buffy thought. I hope you had some friends. Reluctantly, she tore her eyes from the picture to read the last of the story.
She died within a year of her Call. Deeply disturbed, Buffy took the book to the copying machine, knowing Giles would want to see it. So, why am I dreaming about this? Im nothing like Mathilda. Nobodys shunned or beaten me. Well, not my family anyway. Im not sick, and neither is Giles. There was one obvious possible similarity, but Buffy rejected it. Spike is not in love with me. He wouldnt move so much as a scarred eyebrow to push me out of the way of a bus. A small voice nagged that, actually, he had helped her in the past, but that was just a trick. He showed what he was by attacking Xander and Willow the first chance he got. Mathilda was probably right not to accept that other vampire. The dream was a warning about believing vampires could turn good. She checked her watch. Just time to get the papers to The Magic Box and get out on patrol. As Buffy cut through the park, she saw the yellow crime scene surrounding a small area of torn and bloodied grass and churned-up earth. What happened? she asked one of the onlookers who always seemed to turn up at such places. Some high-school girl got attacked on her way home. Is she ok? An old lady standing nearby spoke up. They didnt hurt her physically, but her mind was damaged, poor child. Buffy turned cold. Glory? Was Glory back? What do you mean? The old lady pursed her lips. She said two men tried to, you know, interfere with her, and a pair of monsters came out of the bushes and ate them. Oh. She walked away slowly, puzzled. There were good demons around. Shed met them. But eating people sounded like vampires. The only good vampire she knew of was Angel, but why would he be working with somebody? Besides, she would know if Angel was in the area. Buffy shrugged. If they had rescued her, it must have been by accident.
He crossed to what was left of the television and pulled the chair free, noting the large, stake-shaped holes in the back and seat. He had sent her a message, and it appeared that she had sent him one in return. A look of sadness flitted across his face and then vanished as he dropped the chair. Theres nothing here for me anymore, he realized. Nothing in this crypt and nothing in this town. Remaining in the area had seemed like his bet of getting that chip removed, and now that had been accomplished, although he still wasnt sure how or why. As for making Buffy love him, hed never had much of a chance at that to begin with and hed bollixed up what chance there was when he attacked her friends. Oh, he could still fight her and maybe even win if he was having that one good day, but what would that gain him really beyond a seriously kick-ass reputation? He didnt want her dead. He didnt want her to kill him either, and if he remained in Sunnydale, one of those two outcomes seemed fairly inevitable. I could go look up Dru, Spike thought with a slight lift of his heart, but that probably wouldnt work out either. He had changed too much. It had taken some time, until this evening in fact, but Spike finally admitted to himself that he had deliberately let the girl escape the night before. In fact, if Harmony had tried to feed from her, he would have stopped her. The realization horrified him. He had scorned Angel for his angst-ridden ways and was now going him one better. He had changed without the excuse of the forced restoration of his soul. While living with the constraint of the chip, he had become too close to humans. In most cases, they were now more than food. Although he was overjoyed that he could fight again and at least defend himself, Spike had a horrible feeling that his free-hunting days were over. Dru wouldnt understand that. Of course, I could always join up with Angel and his bunch, he thought, and his mouth twisted in a grin. Be pals with Wes and Cordelia. Nah. Im not quite that sad. Not yet, anyway. There was something to be said for going off on your own for awhile. He travels fastest who travels alone and all that bilge. Spike exited the crypt and caught up the pack that contained his weapons and extra jeans and t-shirts. So long, Sunnyhell, he said jauntily as he headed into the night. Then, in a softer voice, Goodbye, Buffy.
He had also learned to pay attention to her dreams. If this Spirit-Killer was showing up in Buffys unconscious, then she was important. Giles read carefully through the story and spent a long moment looking at the copy of the picture. So young, he thought with a pang. Just a child. He remembered Buffy at that age and shuddered. Mathilda had died the same year the picture was taken. He smiled a little, looking at her expression in the picture. She had apparently been a bad-tempered, fierce child. I imagine her Watcher didnt have an easy time of it, he thought. Still, he doubted there had ever been such a thing as a docile, mild-mannered Slayer. A young woman with the ability to stand against the forces of evil would, of necessity, be rather strong-willed. He had studied the history of the other Slayers during his Watcher training, but when Giles attempted to recall what he knew of this one, he came up with a distressing blank. Her name, the location where shed lived and done her Slaying, and her age at her death. She had been glossed over, of no importance. Certainly, hed never known of the rumor that she had been loved and then killed by a vampire. Curious, he checked his watch and calculated time differences. They should still be up. Travers. Yes, hello. Rupert Giles here. Giles. The head of the Watchers Council didnt sound overjoyed to hear from him. Is there a problem? Not really. In the course of some research, I ran across an unfamiliar term that I believe referred to one of the earlier Slayers. Does the phrase Spirit-Killer mean anything to you. There was a pause that set Giles internal alarms. Oh, yes, Travers said with elaborate offhandedness. Quite. Mathilda Sawyer from back in the 30s. She grew up in some horrid little backwoods hovel, and that was the name the yokels had for her. Her Watcher, Margaret Crichton, was going to take her somewhere civilized, but unfortunately the poor woman died of a fever. And then before we could get anyone else in there, the Slayer was dead as well. How did she die? Giles asked. Fighting some demon or other, Travers said irritably. How else do the Slayers die? What is this about, Giles? It just came up in some old material, Giles said, suddenly wary of telling Travers of Buffys dream. There was a story that one of the vampires she fought fell in love with her, and that he was ultimately the one to kill her. Poppycock! Travers expostulated. I dont know how these ridiculous stories get started. Or, yes I do. Silly people getting romantic notions in their heads. Travers wouldnt know a romantic notion if it grew fangs and bit him in the ass, said a voice in Giles mind that sounded remarkably like Buffy. He bit the inside of his cheek to keep from laughing. Even if there were some truth to it, Travers went on, It doesnt mean anything. Young girls can be very foolish. All this creature of-the-night business. Swirling cloaks and so on. Vampires, all demon-kind, are vile, disgusting creatures. Thats what Watchers are for, to nip this sort of thing in the bud. Giles thought the job of a Watcher was to help the Slayer stay alive and sane, but he didnt comment. After he hung up, Giles sat frowning, lost in thought. Travers was lying about something, by omission if nothing else, but at the moment, he couldnt see why, and he didnt have enough information to call him on it. More important was why Buffy was dreaming of the Spirit-Killer now. An old story, the dream had said. One that was perhaps being repeated? There had been something in Spikes manner recently when he was around Buffy, a hesitancy combined with an abrasiveness that brought to Giles mind the actions of adolescent boys when they were around girls they fancied. If you couldnt fascinate her with your witty repartee, you could always show her your chewed up food. Getting a reaction out of her, even if that reaction was disgust, was the goal. For her part, Buffy had treated the vampire with disdain until recently when his help with Dawn and Glory had led her to declare a reluctant truce. Giles had been keeping a stern eye on the situation and had planned, if it escalated, to have a discussion with Spike, involving a stake if necessary. Part of him had actually been relieved at the news of his attack on Xander and Willow because it had served to separate him from Buffy. Angel had been one thing. Spike was something else entirely. But Travers reaction was making him nervous and wonder what he was missing. There was no way the Council was going to give up their records without a fight, and he didnt have the time to spare them now with the current crisis. No, he would wait, and he would Watch, and he would do what he could to keep Buffy and the others safe. And if something more was needed later, well, he would do that too.
The Senior Partner quivered in the presence of the Board Member. How have we displeased you, lord? he asked. Please tell me, that I may rectify the matter. We are displeased with your handling of the Slayer and her Adversary, the voice said coldly. He was freed, my lord, as you demanded, the Senior Partner said. He had followed up with Rayne on that matter, himself. Some things you didnt leave to chance. More is required. The Adversary withdrew rather than battle the Slayer. The Senior Partner very carefully did not think that it was somewhat unfair to assume he would know what the vampire would do. Fairness was not a matter of interest to Members of the Board. If he has left the Slayer, dark lord, then how should they ally? he said soothingly. A link remains between them. The Adversary could return to her, and there is a slight chance she would accept him. You must sever that link in such a way that it may never be reforged. The Senior Partner bowed low. It shall be done. Yes.
Spike had been conspicuous by his absence. After that first nights attack, he had apparently dropped off the face of the earth, or at least Sunnydale. None of the gang had reported problems or even sightings. She certainly hadnt seen him. Maybe hed gone off somewhere, reformed the Dynamic Duo of Spike and Drusilla. Well, good. At least, hes not my problem. The people he was undoubtedly killing worried her, but there wasnt really anything she could do about it. There was no way she could comb the world hunting down Spike. I dont miss him or anything either, she told herself. That would be lame. And wrong. And stupid. Cause hes evil. And Im the Slayer. Right. Good thats cleared up. Gotta go. Dawn slurped the last of her milk, dropped her dishes somewhere in the area of the sink, hugged Joyce and skidded out the front door. And began to scream.
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